Where do I belong?
I think almost all of us have gone through that feeling whether it's being part of a church, a circle of friends, even at work. I think we have all questioned ourselves about if we are at where we are meant to be. My reality is that my God that I should daily look to, I don't. Family that I should love and trust, I don't. Friends that I should be close to, I'm not. I need to heal, I need to pray, I need to listen.
In order to heal I know I need to fix my relationships and open some communication specifically with 2 people and it scares me to open that door. They've been hurt and I've been hurt. Things have been said that can't be taken back. Wounds that go back to when I was a child, I need to bury. I need to do this soon - before this eats me us any more.
It's time for me to stop crying and to face the fact that it's me that needs to change.
In order to heal I know I need to fix my relationships and open some communication specifically with 2 people and it scares me to open that door. They've been hurt and I've been hurt. Things have been said that can't be taken back. Wounds that go back to when I was a child, I need to bury. I need to do this soon - before this eats me us any more.
It's time for me to stop crying and to face the fact that it's me that needs to change.
posted by Carolynn at 6:32 AM
4 Comments:
Life is hard, keep your chin up!
Hi there. :) I can relate, I have questioned my self/place before, & even now, I wonder where I "belong".
Your pics btw, are absolutely wonderful, true, the subjects are so adorable, but you've got a great eye!
Hey Carolyn... you are not alone. One of my best friends since elementary school had his marriage end... today.
Your words echo his...
Although that is not my intent of writing. Neat that you just touched based recently with Mrs. Robertson... now I'm touching base with you ;)...
I was introduced to your blog awhile ago by Korinna. I was inspired to blog. Then your post about taking a break from blogging hit a cord... made me think. I had the same type of concerns. Well I have tentatively started blogging. I wanted to let you know that you helped inspire it. I also want to share a challenge with you, but I don't have your email, and this message is getting too long. Email me if you are curious of the challenge.
Cheers!
Go Sens Go
Jeff
We all have situations like this... don't be too hard on yourself. To quote Bob & Larry "God made you special and loves you very much".
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